I wonder why. This is me today ---->
Well for starters, I listen to people complain for a living- no one WANTS to come in to the doctor's office. They're sick or they're not sick and we're "making them" come in. I can't win. It's fatiguing. I love my job but it wears on you.
At least at lunch I used to be able to "play" on the Internet. I was able to browse some sites I was interested in and participate on "the boards" there. I also checked my "facebook" to see what random crap people posted (there's nothing important on facebook- ever). Now work has blocked them and blocked my lunch joy. I get no "nice" recharger.
On a typical day I use up my "nice" during work hours and I'm a tired, likely bitchy, slug when I get home. But today my niceness has been used up by noon. Sorry folks. And sorry dear husband- you won't like me tonight. Well, unless I get a glass of wine when I walk in the door. That seems to be a good way to start to re-charge the nice.
Enough complaining- back to the grind stone.